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So I'm going to assume no one reads this anymore, which is why now I feel like posting here. I want it to be on a public forum for whatever reason and this is the least frequented/last likely to make a big fuss. But I want it out there anyway.

Why not write in a diary in private? I dunno. I feel this is more therapeutic I guess.

At any rate I want to cry. I want to feel sad. But lately everyone else is feeling sorry for themselves and I see me in them and I don't want to be that. I want, and can, be better than that. I want all of us sad people to get up and do something with our lives. Which is why I need to take initiative and do what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. If I want a good job, I have to pick up the pace and teach myself a thing or two about the business. I hate seeing evveryone sad. It just pisses me off. You are not the only one in your position. Get your head out of your ass and move on. Don't make the mistakes I already made that you witnessed.

Yeah, you're a dreamer. But where is that going to get you? Still living with your parents? I care about you but. . . It gets so so so hard at times like these when you won't look up. You claim to always see every angle but. . . It doesn't seem like that. I feel like I'm thinking that a lot lately. About myself too. I'm not clean. I'm guilty of it too. And I need to stop. I need to look around and reevaluate my decisions.

This is pointless, but I really wanted to write it out.

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It's hard to stay up/
It's been a long, Long Day/
And you got the sandman at the door/
But hang on, leave the TV on/
And let's do it anyway/
It's ok/
You can always sleep through work/ tomorrow, OK?/
Hey hey/
Tomorrow's just your future yesterday~
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